im back =D

its been a very looooooong time i did not update my blog... bout 2 years plus?

yes many things happen.. well... lazy to update.. just wanna say finally! everything's settled down... my bestie finally found her new life after her deadly after break-up life.. what makes me more happy when she told me about a guy is after her.. whats important is he's a good one.. hehe.. i can see how happy she is especially when she start to let go of her ex.. knws how to handle and enjoy life and met a new one!its good to see her non-stop smiling everytime when that guy find her and when mentioning about him.i seriously feel so happy for her.. i just like the smile on her face... the smile full of finally my job is done.i do not need to worry her that much..and what makes me much more assured that one of her best best friend is staying with her now..she wont feel lonely..i had done my responsibility too. means its time to get my own life.. stop sticking around with her...have to let go of her.. give her wings! in other words.. she got her freedom. hope this continues!
frankly speaking.. after taking care of her for months.. im already kinda use to it.. haiz.. i miss the days we cry and laugh together. 我真的很不舍得那些日子。舍不得和他们一起睡觉和玩的日子。我会很想很想他们。但也没办法,她需要自由空间。是时候也别再掉进更深的爱河里。我以经开始慢慢的不要对他有感情。一经开始把他当成朋友。为一能让我别喜欢他就是敢敢把他当成朋友和他讲话,fb comment。。我以经踏出这一步了。已经真的开始别喜欢他当他是我的好朋有了。我昨晚很开心。haiz... 可是TMD!!!!! 当我们一起睡的时候。他整个身体压在我差不多身体的一半。。他的头在我的肩膀。。手在我的手上。我马上开我的眼睛然后望去left side.. walao!!!!! 我的头跟他的头差2cm..下死我!!我想闪一边。。可是看他睡的好熟 就算了。我整个人像个木头人动都不动。真的吓死我。第一次给一个男人睡觉动我的身体。更couple没分别!!!walao!!!! 那个感觉。很有安全感。shit! that feeling i let go comes back!!!!过后他换别position..可是到最后他还是睡回来把他的手放在我的手上。很多次了。。haiz... 我将难得放开。。尽然在跟我搞pattern。。哇老。。真的第一次和一个男人这样。那个感觉真的很难形容。我真的不想要那个感觉。希望时间能让我望掉这个感觉。我要继续敢敢把他当朋友看待。。good luck to myself!!! =)

Last nite out before SPM XD

Yesterday..
Hang out with Elaine Tang,Darren,Christopher,Yack Min and Grace...
Ate dinner at Yeow Kee Kopitiam with everbody except for Yack Min..
WESTERN FOOD!!!
Then To Jace's Tea Room...
Ordered lotsa drinks!!!
7.55pm..... Yack Min came..
Play eat chat...

Simple discription huh... =p
DAMN! forgotted to snap a group pic!!!

After the mock exam...

YAY!!
just finished my mock spm 2...
still have 4 more weeks plus to go for REAL spm...
my gosh..
don't think I'm that ready le...
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My classmate,Rachel is trying to organize PROM NIGHT!!! on the 1st of jan...
Kinda excited!!!
BUT...
Don't think I'm going..
Cause I've migrated to KL by that time...
Even though I'm soooo desperate to go back to Kuching, my flight is on the 3rd of Jan..
But I don't think my parents allow..cause going back here and there takes them alot of trouble..
have to buy and waste tickets again...
nevermind...
HOPE I could go..
Putting my fingers cross!

No!!!!! Can't be happening...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAN'T BE HAPPENING!!!!!
This really insane!!! Crazy...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why this is happening to me...
CRAZY! INSANE! CRAZY!!!!!!
OMG!!!!
okay it's like that...
Something that i would never think of..
Something that would never ever happen...
Just Happened.... haiz
I don't know WHY and HOW!!!
It just happened without noticing...
MY GOSH..
Chin Thin!!! Darren!!!! I've told u guys..
U got to help me ASAP!
Before I fall into a big trap!!!
I DON'T WANT!!!!!
I DON'T WANT TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chin Thin's Crazy Bday!!!

Wednesday 8-OCT - Celebrated chin thin's b'day....
at Darren's house...
I can't go...
CRAZY Yack Min drove to my house with CRAZY Christopher and CRAZY Grace!!
Mum cooking... I was soooooo scared..
that my mum would found out something crazy going on in front her house..
They kept on pressing the car hon when i wanted to enter the house and asked them to go away..
Chris hon here and there..
Yack Min worst! he hon the car using music style.. WALAOWE!
I even almost bow down to ask them go...LOL
then saw mum and bro peak through my house window..
this made me more nervous..
at last they moved.. LOL
Mum and bro laughed..
seeing my friends disturbed me like that... surprisingly..
on my way to tuition.. wanted to go..
mum last minute asked me whether i wanna go or not..
at last my parents allowed.. so straight away go...
YAY!!!
Reached there...
Found out why they so desperate wanting me to go..
They got plans to play me...
Chris and Darren stole Darren's father's condom at his room early morning!! OMG
then they washed it super clean and use that to make ice confection..
I was forced to eat it..
Always trying to escape from it..
at last i ate a little..
the whole party...
I were fully disturbed by Dar and Chris.. ISH
Sing song cut cake...
watched music video..
then went home...

Thursday was her REAL ACTUAL Birthday...

Friday noon.. celebrated HER birthday again...
at Jace's Tea Room..NICE!!
Chris, Grace and I ordered drinks..
Waiting for Chin Thin to show up..
Suddenly a message from Yack Min asking me where the party was held and what time..
I told him the place and time..
I called him to ask whether he's coming..
He said on his way here and asked me to go to the Choice Premier Supermarket to wait for him..
wait wait wait.. Get bored.. BTW chris grace and chin thin had no idea that he's coming..
kept on calling him and messaging him to come FAST...
Got a phone call...
Yack Min called and asked me to meet him at Bing!...
so both of us went up..
SURPRISE!!!They were shocked to see him coming..
I ordered another birthday cake for chin thin as a birthday present..
WOW! Among all my presents i gave to my friends.. She was the most expensive..
I ordered breast cake.. 1 choco flavour 1 straw flavour...
So sing song cut cake..
Chin Thin was forced to bite of the nipple!
Talking bout cake..
I took the trouble to asked me good friend to bring me go Taka Cake House there...
I waited for my friend for soo long.. standing at the hot sun for a long time..
He came..brought me there.. Get the cake.Go back to Premier 101..waited for Chris and Grace
SWEATING TOO! =p

back to main topic now..
so we play and eat there..(lazy to describe everything..sorry!)
play ghost and poker cards...
so that's all for the day...


Well.. everybody said that among all my dumb plannings...
This was the best... YAY!
Cheers for me.. XP
sooooo sorry no pics...my phone was cophiscicated
No camera phone=no pics..
But I promised after SPM i will get back my phone
AND there will be lotsa pics in this blog!! patience...

Grace's Birthday Surprise!

Yesterday..(sunday nite)dunno what's wrong with my blog date..
celebrated grace birthday!
OH! It turned up well!!!
I received a call from Grace that the party has to be canceled..
Coz Darren and Christopher and Yack Min last minute can't go..
but I insisted that the party still on..
She sound super sad..
I almost cried to see her party ruined by those 3 musketeers!!
I think lotsa ideas to make her happy..
I even tried to walk around the shops to look for a bakery to buy cakes making her happy..
but all CLOSED! hari raya lu...
I reached the "Shuang Tian" Restaurant first..
I sit down wait.. wait ..wait...
Shin Yin came
Both of us started the steambot buffet first!
we grab stuff soooo not in a coordinated manner...
Meat.. fishball.. veggie.. were everywhere..LOL
Chin Thin and Grace finally turned up...
Give her present..
4 of us eat eat eat!
SURPRISINGLY!!!
Darren, Christopher, Yack Min APPEARed!!
They came.. WEE!
Grace was happy. I was happy too that Grace cheered up.
We continued to eat eat eat!
I was teased badly by that 3 freaking musketeers!!!!LOL
I think our table is the noisiest of all!
Everyone was looking at us...
playing.. laughing..shouting..talking..NO CRIES
I went home first...
The rest walked aroung after eating..
Shin Yin went home 2nd, Chin Thin 3rd, Grace 4th, then the boys last lah!
After texting Darren...
I realised that the 3 musketeers PAKAT to trick Grace that there're not coming..
ISH! EVIL!!
that's yesterday...
oh btw.. for your information..
the steambot buffet is RM18 per adult...
Xtra payment for drinks...
"shuang Tian" restaurant.. which is opposite 4 Points by Sheraton..

that's all! Sorry no pics =p im so regret that i did not take any pics actually
Chaos!

Short pose =0

YAY!!
1 week holiday!!
haiz..still have to study lar!!!
i've got to catchup lotsa work...
tomorrow nite going to grace's birthday party!
Woo Hoo~
have to get prepare for tuition now..

byez